Thinking about feeling…

Was surfing the net, yes, Facebook to be specific….and went on joining various forums, communities and groups…found a group named, “Never worry about people from your past; there is a reason that they didn’t make it to your future.” …. I was thrilled at those few words… I joined the group, commented on a few status updates, messaged a few people and eventually, logged off…

And started wondering about those few words… Maybe careless ones, maybe formulated in a secret twinge of hatred…kept fighting in my head…tried hard to block them, tried to think that I don’t care and it’s not the time I think about them…by the time, my incredible head was exhausted and finally gave in it was almost night… had my food, talked to friends, tried studying and then fatigued that I was, I lied down on my bed…and then my heart took over…!!

I started thinking about the people from my past, people I thought I would be in touch with and people I am in touch with….the difference was terrible; drastic, so to say…heart and head made combined efforts to think, to rationalise, to defend myself from the guilt…essayed my mistakes, their mistakes and everything in general… tried being objective and unbiased…tried figuring out what exactly went wrong, critically analysed the whole situation…tried taking every little thing into consideration…so preoccupied that I was, I took the whole past in a new perspective…

And then, substantiated that “we keep in touch with people we like, no matter how they behave, how much they hurt you and vice-versa… It’s always…YOUR OWN CHOICE…destiny may keep you physically apart; but then the relationship survives only when you have that person in your heart…!! ” 

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